Confrontations

In an instant, my world came crashing down around me and I knew that Cancer was always going to be a part of my life experience. I am angry and frustrated with that fact-- who wouldn't be? I know that most people can only ever imagine what it feels like to deal with the notion that something terrible and life-threatening has been growing inside your body for some time. I didn't put it there... I never asked for this to happen and I find that I have been having trouble with the fact that this is happening to me. Right now, I feel like my flags are kind of at half-mast... My energy comes in waves and I find myself on a bit of a roller-coaster at times.

N' that's how I'm surviving... MDB