Hallelujah! (I woke up to myself,)

Like a tall, dark streak of light or maybe a brighter bit of something that you can't quite see with any rudimentary clarity: I woke up to myself. You know those days when you think that you've got life pretty much figured out in the short term? Rest assured, such a moment is only fleeting because you pretty soon realize that the now that you have been clinging toin an act of outright desperation has since passed and you are now purched on the happy medium between where you almost had things figured out and the gloom and doom where tomorrow habitually resides. I guess in the end, I must confess that it really doesn't matter in the end. As human beings, most of us pretty much are tredding water in the hopes that life will get that much easier in the not-so-distant future. Now, I don't know about you, but life would seem pretty dismal without the odd struggle or two-- even a minute nuisance reminds you of how rewarding life is.

N' that's how I'm surviving... MDB